Episode Four - Really Black
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[INTRO]
MARK descends a stair case into an open street, enters the car, shuts the door.
GRAHAM
Hey. Have you seen this? They’re talking about you.
GRAHAM turns up the volume
NEWSREADER
… the phenomenon is popularly called “Black Friday” where it seems that a random subset of people wake up to discover they have transformed overnight into black people. It is causing some consternation, with lawmakers pushing public health officials for an explanation …
MARK
Yeah, I saw my doctor but she said it wasn’t anything to worry about
[CAR hums to life]
GRAHAM
You still don’t feel any different?
MARK
No, not really.
GRAHAM
You didn’t respond to my text. what did the partners want?
MARK
Oh, that. So I was in my office and I get this call, right?
CUT TO
[Telephone ringing]
MARK
This is Mark
BOSS 1
Hi Mark, can you come to my office for a minute?
MARK
Sure thing.
[Hangs up]
[MARK walks to the office, and knocks]
BOSS 1
Mark, come in, come in. Shut the door behind you.
[door shuts]
BOSS 2
We just wanted to give you the good news Mark. The other partners have agreed and we’d like to offer you an equity partnership as of this fall.
MARK
I … I don’t know what to say. Thank you, this is a dream come true.
BOSS 1
It’s long overdue, especially given the amount of work you’ve done for the firm. How long have you been with us now?
MARK
Nine years.
BOSS 2
Long overdue.
BOSS 1
Congratulations are in order. Scotch? I’d say it was warranted given the occasion.
MARK
No, none for me, I have a client call in a few minutes.
BOSS 2
Well, join us later for a celebratory lunch?
MARK
I definitely will. Thank you both.
CUT TO back in the car
GRAHAM
Congrats man! Nobody deserves it more than you.
MARK
Thanks … the look on your face says “but.”
GRAHAM
The look on my face says nothing. I’m genuinely happy for you, my dear friend of many, many, years.
(long beat)
MARK
But?
GRAHAM
(beat)
But isn’t it suspicious that they offer you a partnership two weeks after you … changed?
MARK
These things take months and years to decide.
GRAHAM
I know. Maybe it’s a huge coincidence and-
MARK
And I have been billing something like 2200 hours a year for the last five years.
GRAHAM
Yeah, and-
MARK
It’s not like I didn’t work for this. I didn’t ask for … this either!
GRAHAM
Whoa, okay, okay. I’m sorry.
(beat)
I’m just a bit cynical, you know. It isn’t like the partners to be progressive and inclusive.
MARK
It does help their image to have me there.
GRAHAM
Even though you weren’t born that way?
MARK
Look, how and where you were born is no one’s fault.
GRAHAM
Well. Anyway. Be prepared for a lot of side-eye for the next few months.
MARK
Why’s that?
GRAHAM
Because I’m not the only cynical one there. We all know that the in-thing now is to look inclusive. I’m just saying - how inclusive is it to have you?
MARK
So, what? You’re saying that, unlike you, I’m not really black?
GRAHAM
No, I’m saying the partners are trying to pass you off as “really black”. That’s the cynical part. I was there as long as you were, and I didn’t get no damn partnership offer!
MARK
You’re not exactly worse off for it running your own firm, Mr. Tesla McFancywatch.
GRAHAM
Look, I care about my carbon footprint-
MARK
I’m sorry, I can’t hear you over the smug sound of this electric car-
GRAHAM
-and I also happen to think that having a fine collection of watches to pass on to your children is-
MARK
How do you even pronounce that? Djay-ger Le Cool Truh?
GRAHAM
Man … it’s Jaeger LeCoultre. The J makes a soft ‘g’. Like Sh-jay-jer. Say it with me, Mark. Shjay-jer ...
MARK
Why not just get some Rolexes?
GRAHAM
First of all, you philistine, the plural of Rolex watch is Rolex watches. Not Rolexes. Make sure to remember that at your first partner meeting. Assert your dominance early.
Second, Rolex watches are for yuppies who don’t know anything about horology-
MARK
Jesus Christ, there’s a fancy word for fancy watches?
GRAHAM
Yes there is, Mark. I learned it from reading books.
MARK
Ha ha. Very funny.
GRAHAM
Third, I gotta hustle to pay for Alex’s kindergarten. You wouldn’t believe how hard it is to get him a spot.
(beat)
Do you even remember kindergarten? Formative years, my ass.
MARK
Yeah. One time this kid stapled his own palm and walked around showing the staple to everyone.
GRAHAM
What kind of fucked up kindergarten did you go to?
MARK
I don’t remember. It was probably the same place I got my law degree.
GRAHAM
Oh yeah, now that you’ve made partner they’ll be coming around asking you for some monaaay.
MARK
Ha! They can get fuck all out of me. Maybe you should leave them one of your fancy watches?
GRAHAM
I will if they pronounce Jaeger LeCoultre right.
MARK
How old is Alex right now? Four?
GRAHAM
Yeah. He reminds me a lot of you, surprisingly.
MARK
How’s that?
GRAHAM
Complaining all the time. Needs help with his shoelaces. And when he’s stressed out, he hits the bottle real hard.
MARK
Sure, let’s pick on the freshly-minted black guy.
GRAHAM
(laughs)
But I’m serious man, how are you holding up?
MARK
It’s … different in the strangest ways.
GRAHAM
How do you mean?
MARK
Well, now I’ve noticed how much people just look at me. See that lady over there looking at us? On the crosswalk?
GRAHAM
Yeah.
MARK
Is she doing that because there’s two black guys in a car?
GRAHAM
Probably. You’ll get over it.
MARK
It’s more like I never noticed it before. Maybe people always looked?
GRAHAM
(laughs)
Trust me. They didn’t.
MARK
And another thing! Last night I went to this burger place, but it was late and I couldn’t tell if it was open. So I ask this dude standing by the door if they were still open, and … you won’t believe what he said to me
GRAHAM
What did he say?
MARK
He said … “sorry, I don’t have any change.”
GRAHAM
What the fuck?
MARK
I KNOW!
GRAHAM
So was it open?
MARK
The burger place? Yeah. I keep walking by the place now hoping to see that guy again.
GRAHAM
Why?
MARK
I think I just enjoy making him uncomfortable.
GRAHAM
You are consummately fucked up, you know that?
(long beat)
[sigh] Alex asked me what color he was a few days ago. Not sure if it was something he heard.
MARK
What did you say?
GRAHAM
Same thing my parents did when I asked. I deflected. Asked him what color he thought he was.
MARK
Which is?
GRAHAM
Dark-brown with brown eyes. That’s what he said.
MARK
Hmm.
GRAHAM
Hm?
MARK
Nothing. Just thinking. If I had kids now, would they be … given my circumstances …
GRAHAM
What, white? Would that even matter to you?
MARK
Well, no. I don’t know. I never really gave it any real thought.
GRAHAM
Alex’s mother is white.
MARK
Yeah, I remember Emma. Do you still talk?
GRAHAM
Dude, we got back together two years ago. You were over for dinner last month.
MARK
Oh yeah.
GRAHAM
But seriously. Do you care what color your kids would be?
MARK
I guess I do? But it sounds fucked up to say. I mean, your kid is half white but I guess counts as black?
GRAHAM
That’s because whiteness is a kind of fucked up concept to begin with.
MARK
What?
GRAHAM
No, seriously. Think about it. My kid is just as much white as he is black. But because of me, none of his whiteness counts. It’s like my blackness corrupts his whiteness. That’s just classic white supremacy. Can’t tolerate the slightest bit of “impurity.”
MARK
Well, I wouldn’t call it corrupted but-
GRAHAM
It’s like whiteness is this thing that has to be preserved and maintained, but blackness is a thing that just spreads and needs to be contained.
MARK
Now wait a second, I never said-
GRAHAM
I know you didn’t, let’s just drop it.
MARK
Okay.
(long beat)
MARK
I need to ask you a really insensitive question.
GRAHAM
I won’t throw you out of a moving car, so go for it.
MARK
Does Alex get a leg-up because he’s … you know?
GRAHAM
(laughs)
Bi-racial? Diverse? I don’t know. Though you did remind me of a fucked up thing I read on the kindergarten subreddit.
MARK
There’s a kindergarten subreddit?
GRAHAM
There’s a subreddit for everything.
MARK
What did it say?
GRAHAM
The poster was complaining that their kid didn’t get a spot, and that it probably went to a minority student.
MARK
How did he know that was the reason?
GRAHAM
Beats me. But that’s not the fucked up part. The fucked up part is that he wrote he didn’t mind the spot going to a minority kid - structural racism and all. He wanted to know if the kid who got the spot was a real minority.
MARK?
… I’ll bite, what’s a fake minority?
GRAHAM
He means like you, maybe? Or an Asian kid with good test scores? Or black and upper middle class?
MARK
Why do you still read reddit? It’s a cesspool.
GRAHAM
An informative cesspool. Anyway. This guy was saying that Congress is going to pass a law about it soon.
MARK
What, a law that says you can’t legally count as black if you weren’t born black?
GRAHAM
They don’t need a law for that. Basically, it’ll be like an ID check. If you … uhh .. change, you get the ID.
MARK
Race-based ID cards? The courts will flip a shit.
GRAHAM
Don’t be so sure, man. Remember what Andrew Jackson said about the Supreme Court.
MARK
Let Mr. Marshall enforce his ruling.
[Car SLOWS]
GRAHAM
Anyway, here we are.
MARK
Thanks for the lift, man.
GRAHAM
Not a problem. Call me if you need anything, all right?
MARK
I will.